Part Finished Novel, Found. It had been Hidden/Lost, for Three Years.

Part Finished Novel, Found. It had been Hidden/Lost, for Three Years. 04/05/2010

It has been a night of amazing finds.

It was almost as if Reg was trying to keep me from meeting, with a secret lover he was jealous about.

A novel I had structured out with part written chapters and a full plot block in, mysteriously disappeared three years ago and I have made lots of requests for Reg to ‘keep his eyes out for it’, as I need it.

Today I asked him to search up some black folders as I wanted them for art work and after a couple of hours I asked him again and he said I would not want the black folders. I asked him why. He said, you just would not want them. Not understanding, I said I did want them. He still insisted I did not want them and I asked where they were, and we went on with this, seemingly silly conversation.

He finally said they contained heaps of papers and so I would not want them.   I said, “Let me have a look”. He did not seem to want to show me where they were and I had to insist on seeing them.

There it was. My missing, part written, novel!    OMG!

What do I do with this NOW?     I have so much to do already.

IS there any point in writing a novel, when you, are known, for your nonfiction work?

Who would publish it, it is not like at 64, I would be a young upcoming writer.

Where will I crib the time from to write a novel now?

Do I pack t to go away with me on tour for 6 months? OMG decisions at this stage of the planning, I already have more work with me than I can possibly do.    No, I’m not panicking. Lol J.

In this last year, with my blogging taking off and my part written novel, having been hidden away, I had come to deciding I would never write that novel. I had resigned myself that it was no longer something I wanted, life was complete as it was and obviously my man must feel slightly threatened that I might become too totally absorbed in it, if I began this work.....and he is probably right.

Foot note.
Another find, A 'Biggy', like a lost passion, reappearing, at an inconveniently time.
What do I do with my lost love?
Reignite the passion?
Kill it off?
Just leave it to smolder and see what happens?

lol.  I will never be bored. I've more to do in my lifetime than I'll ever have time to do.

I AM pleased this is found, even if I don't know what to do with it now.